3rd entry 4 today..moments of 2oo8

As 2oo8 passed..there are still lots of things which i cant forget..happy moments..most sad and tearful tragedy..my laugh n all..and since this is my blog..suke hati aku nak tulis ape..kalau xsuke berambus! jgn bace..(i know i'm rude..but i'm tired of everything..)

Sad moments 1st (coz there r lots to be written..) :

1) March: i asked for a break wif my bf..for so many reasons that i dun wanna share it here..

2) i've lost my only fren and bestfren in d law fac..it's really hard to forget this coz it's affects me a lot..i've got no frens at all..i mean close fren..always alone n terribly lonely..and it makes me sad..(even til now..) to watch her laughing and hang out and gossipping wif her new gang..i wanted to hate her..but i cant..and we will nvr be like our old time which i miss a lot..but i dun think she misses it..d grass is greener on her side..

3) oh..stupid thing! got rejected by sum1..memalukan btul..he ad hv sum1 else..

4) i failed 2 papers..family law (which i think i could get an A-)..and consti law (which also i think i could get at least B-)..

5) i lost 3 persons who were quite close to me.. (my aunt, my uncle n my cousins..) they are all passed away n al'fatihah for them..

6) wishes on my bday was less than b4..(mmg ptt pon..aku asik lupe wish bday org..)

7) 4got to wish my bfs bday..auni (3th of sep) and gdod (28th of dec)..gile truk perangai aku!

8) joined a project..we opened a stall on feskum week.profit yg tidak memuaskan..year b4 we got around rm7000 4 d profit..

9) i hate yop so much! Amirul Mukminin b. hAMZAH..aku xkn maafkan ko seumur hdup aku..gth..die amik duit kitorg rm7000 di ats..gune utk projek len yg xspttnye..n we dunno where d rest of it..n got this old fella on his side..buta ke ape aku xtau..

10) my mom threw all my 4 kittens and their mom-Ebab! damn sad..

11) saddest-hardest-dirtiest but unforgettable time that i've gone thru as a student life in the fac..

12) nangis after ttrl pil..aku gi lib tgkt 2 n nangis sorg2..tetibe ade adam pulak.haih..hope he din notice me crying..tension thp climax time tuh..til i msgd my mom and said dat i wanna quit from dat fac of hell..and i really hate my ex-bestfren time tuh..

13) i asked my mom if i could get married now..gilos! i asked indirectly..n d answer is obviously no! so sad that i dun think my mom understand my feeling..at least b4 she said no..she could juz ask me why...isn't it?

14) oh..ini agak klakar..aku mengalami sakit yg amat kat tulang pinggul sblh kiri..til i couldnt even ruku' and sujud time solat..grr..takut gile..xtau nape..my mom asked to me to go to the hosp..aku xnk..nak gi check kat klinik bwh je dlu..so aku gi lps xthn sakit smpi nangis mase nak ruku' smyg maghrib..gi check..rupenye ape tau..sakit sendi je..kwang3..siot btol..sedikit perbualan aku dgr dR. dr myanmar tuh:

DR: so wat medicine do u want? (aku t'kjt gile mase die tny nih..igt aku wat lwk bodoh ke saje2 buat sakit2..rase nak bg flying kick tp sbb time tuh my butt tgh sakit..maka Dr. myanmar tuh t'slmt..thx god umur die d pjgkan..!)

Aku yg cute: wat?! i dun want a medicine..i wanna know why it hurts? coz it hurts so much til saye xle nak semayang..

DR: sebab sakit sendi lar! (Dr kurg ajar tuh meninggikan suare kat aku! sekali lg aku rase nak flying kick die n again die t'selamat ats faktor yg same-my butt's hurt!)

Aku: sakit sendi? so mcm mane nk bg baik? xkn nak biar je?

DR: (jwpn yg plg kurg ajar diberikan pd aku..) xbole baik..sampai mati pun xkn baik! sakit sendi xbole baik. die akan kejap dtg kejap hilg.

Dan aku trus wtf! gth! ade ke sakit sendi xle ubat lgsg wei? sape yg amik medicine tuh tlg bg aku sdkt info on dis matter...

--> tuh je kot stkt ini..rase byk lg tp lupe..nnt lar aku update..

now..

happy moments (which is hard to list it even if u asked me for 5 of them..)

1) gladly...my bf accept me again after i've done so many things to him..

2) hv a wonderful trip wif my frens to Malacca..nvr hv an overnite trip wif my frens..eh pnh2..mase kat skool dlu..but that was different..mase tuh bru aku sdr yg aku still ade kwn2 yg best! (Wafa,Syepah,Karm,Fiza,Eizzah,Amani,Najla, n 2 new frens Alep n Ida..(Alep is a gurl..)

3) i passed family paper (repeat paper) wif gred B..(utk law paper in law fac um..B is something u can proud of..)

see..aku dah xtau ape yg best in 2oo8....

4) ok..i got a big teddy bear from my bf for my bday present..his name is bear-bear..sgt lar best bile memeluknye!

5) oh..and my mom bought secret recipe punye kek 4 my bday..best thp asbestos juge sbb kek2 scrt recipe is my fav (especially choc indulgence..) kek krim2 mmg xmkn..sowie..

ok....5 ckup lar k..aku dah ckup sakit otak nk pk ape yg best yg aku igt in 2oo8..*sigh* my life is x dat happy..

Thanx Mama As!

Dis sem class started on 30th of dec..tuesday..so selasa adlh jadual pack aku mcm sardin..xcaye sila lihat di bwh:

0800-0900: Public International Law Ttrl (now dpt Dr Azmi! thank God! bye Datin!)
1100-1200: Equity Ttrl (masih Mama As..thank God again!) my fav lecturer..)
1400-1600: Equity Lecture (alamak..nape Datin wujud di sini..)
1600-1800: the stupid ENglish class ever..n something happened last week..and sorry to say..lost my respect to the English teacher..for this moment..i hate her..

what i wanna share is something during equity ttrl class..mama As xbincang soalan ttrl last week..mayb sbb sume bru balik dr cuti..it's like a mind-breaking session (instead of ice breaking..) and heart-to-heart session..(huh..sesi apakah itu..) well, in this session mama As briefly ulang blk apa yg dah blaja during 1st sem..kot2 ade yg kitorg xphm..(which is a lot!) mama As tetibe ckp sumthing yg klakar.. "whenever i scold u..don't take it hard..i don't mean anything..just think that u're learning now..take it easy..hah..nowadays student..bile kne mrh ckit je..update blog..call d lecturer-she's a bitch!" hoho~! aku gelak gile mase die ckp cm2..luckily i din call any lecturer of mine..yg aku menyampah or synonymous dgnnye as a bitch..whore..asshole..watsoeve..it's rude lar..haih..

n d best thing happened was..mama As pulang ketas quiz dlu..and on top of it..she wrote a personal msg to each one of us..n i'm sure they're all +ve msg..but still i wanna think +ve..that mine is one of d best...here it is:

I quote:

Fairuz,
In comparison with your friends,
you did very well!
Good!
keep up the good work.
You are a brilliant girl & don't let anyone convine you otherwise okay?!
I'm sure you'll excel in this paper if you keep up your good work.
All the best!

hurmm...nape aku ckp mine is among d best? coz the words "in comparison with your friends.."
well..i wanna say thx Mama As..thx a lot! she always give us motivational talk..that we are not stupid that we dunno the answer for the questions..it's our attitude..if we are stupid, we're not going to be here..in the law fac of um..and at the moment she said that..i felt proud of myself..n i promise to work hard..n i wrote a note and paste it on my study board.."fairuz is always excellent!!!" and i'm gonna prove it..

Dammit! forgot to wish gdod's bday!

Man..oh man..how a terrible bestfren am i? can anyone please tell me? i've forgotten gdod's bday on 28th dec..gosh! Azida Zulaika Yasmin Bt Azim is my bff (i hope so!). if she's reading this post..yes gdod..i luv u babe! sorry sgt3 aku lupe wish bday ko..there's soooooo many things in my head..need to fix up everything..and..i know that's not a good excuse..pastu hp aku rosak pulak..so i'm using my dad's old hp..up ckit je dr 3310..haih..nak pki dpn kengkwn kat fak malu (truknye aku!) n 4 gdod..i'm so sorry again! i promise u i'l buy u a very nice belated bday present! Promise! frens..remind me 4 dat!

gdod luv blue..(erk? agak blue kah bunyinye..hik hik!)

Alfatihah utk arwah Pak Ngah Ipin..

Al-fatihah buat Pak Ngah Ipin yg bru meninggal dunia mlm td..ape yg nak dikongsi dgn sume bkn lah ttg peninggalan beliau semata-mata..ttp sedikit sjrh hidup arwah Pak Ngah..

Pak Ngah meninggal mlm td..ketika beliau sdg sujud sewaktu melakukan solat sunat ba'diah after maghrib. Sewaktu sujud rakaat ke solat sunat, tibe beliau rebah..di bawa ke klinik..dan doktor sahkan dah pun meninggal dunia..honestly..aku rase sgt kagum dgn timing peninggalan beliau..sujud tuh perbuatan plg mulia dlm solat..sujud kpd Allah yg satu..terasa mcm mudah je beliau pergi meninggalkan semua..tp sakitnya ttp kita xtahu..

Sejarah hidup beliau:

Umur dlm lapan puluh thn..maaf kengkwn..m'punyai tujuh belas orang anak..hsl dgn seorg isteri..ape yg mengagumkan adlh..ank beliau yg merupakan sepupu aku nih sumenye b'jaya..engineer petronas, business man, pegawai..sume ade..dan yg lbh mengagumkan..sume dgn akhlak dan agama yg ckup elok bg aku..sume alim..same mcm pak ngah..alhamdulillah..berkat ksbrn die dan arwah isteri die yg meninggalkn thn lps sbb kanser..ayah aku pnh cite..mase kcik dirg hidup ssh.arwah atuk aku meninggal waktu ayah aku drjh tiga..then ayah aku tmpg hdup dgn family pak ngah. mase tuh anak die pon dah ramai..anak-anak die rmi lg tua dr ayah aku. mase tggl dgn arwah..byk tgk mcm mane cara die didik anak dr kecil. biase hdup ssh. mase mkn anak-anak die n ayah aku akan mkn dlm dulang rmi-rmi share..mkn ckit je..yg pntg wlupun hdup ssh..bkln akhirat ttp kaya..Pak Ngah mmg seorg yg bkn shj penyabar tp juga penyayang..so ape yg die ajar kat anak-anak tuh b'ksn..diamalkan smpi anak-anak bsr..jd pegangan hdup..

to be continued..

3 New Movies I've Watched!

Walaupun aku bz..aku sempat gak tgk movie2 baru..maklumlah..otak kan perlu berehat!
p/s: sbnrnya nak merehatkan otak dan menenangkan fikiran adlh melaui solat..ok kwn2?

1) Transporter 3 (hero: Jason Statham yg aku xknal sape..)
rate: *** (itu bintang ye..)

nih nero die xde lar hensem sgt..org kate bdn die seksi..seksikah? (aku xfhm pengertian seksi utk lelaki..*sigh*!) cite nih psl penghantar brg yg pro gilos..sbnrnya dah nak b'sara tp ade lak watak antagonis (T-Beck dlm cite prison break!) yg nak gak mamat nih htr brg utk die..brg itu adlh sorg pompuan yg jugak xcun..pompuan nih anak menteri yg dipakse sign 1 kontrak if x anak die yg xcun nih mati lak kang..haih..last2 die dpt lar slmtkan pompuan tuh..n diorg tuh couple..

nih scene plg xlogik yg aku tgk..haih..boring2..

2) Wild Child (main actress: emma roberts..)
rate: *** (juga 3 bintang shj)

kwn aku ckp cite nih best giler n i shud watch it..n guess wat..i found dat cite nih xde lar best sgt pon..yg bestnye pompuan nih mmg cun giler after die wat color rmbt die warne hitam..haih..haku jeles lar die cun cm2..rambut aku hitam gak tp apsal xcun mcm die..ok2..jgn baling kasut kat aku k korg..cite ni psl sorg bdk pompuan poppy (nsib x poopy) yg sgt degil + nakal + etc..so bapak die dah mls nak lyn htr die kat 1 boarding skool kat England. So di sane bru die fhm makne khdpn yg sbnr, dpt kwn sejati, n b'ubah lar perangai die..oh..pastu jth cintan ngan anak pengetua skool yg x my type..haha!

ini adlh geng bru die kat boarding skool tuh..BFF ar kirenye!
p/s: t'igt aku ade wat istilah BFFF...guess wat does it means?

3) Beverly Hills Chihuahua (watak utamanya adalah anjing!)
rate: **** (4 stars..aku mmg suke discriminate human n animal)

nih gmbr heroin citer nih ngan bf die..hekeleh..cite nih psl anjing chihuahua b'nama Chloe..mak aii..hdupnye sgt lar mewah..gi spa..gi trim kuku..gi urut..gi bday party k'kwn..gi swimming pool..haih..mmg aku klh lar sng cite..bju branded mak haiii..mayb klu kumpul sume baju aku skrg dpt bli sehelai ke bju die..(erk? yeke?) ok2..jgn baling aku dgn kasut lg..Chloe nih owner die gi keje..outstation..so die di tgglkn kat niece owner die..pompuan nih kurg responsible ckit..lalu Chloe tlh t'hilg n di kidnap. So citer nih psl journey die lar dlm nk slmtkan diri die..so of coz die slmt at d end of d story. But she learnt alot lar spjg journey die..tgk lar cite nih! best!

Middle: Chloe (main actress..) anjing yg sesat 2 ler..
Left: Papi (watak anjing yg suke kat die..mule eksyen lar Chloe nih xnk..lame2 rindu lak..)
Right: Pakcik yg slmtkan die mase sesat..he was a police dog..aku lupe name die..maaf pakcik..